The Perfect Choice

Ever since I began to study Computer Science / Computer Engineering there has always been a little doubt in my mind if this what I want my career to be in the long run. Last year I nearly decided to change my career path because I felt that I may have been making the wrong decision. Often I think of how boring things may become, and how obselete things could turn out to be. But tonight, high on caffeine as usual, I just began to get all these project ideas one after the other. I'm one of those people who gets excited and writes everything down the moment I think of them (in one giant text document that resides on my desktop). Included in this explosion ideas I thought of something incredible. I actually sat for a couple minutes thinking of how great it was, and how come no one had ever thought of it. Just as I was about to write it down, I was interrupted by the telephone. Now I sit here, with notepad open and ready to write my fantastic idea. Only, I cannot remember what it was. This is killing me. I am usually not a forgetful person, but for the life of me I can't regurgitate what was in my mind only minutes ago. Only 20 minutes ago I was thinking, "Look at me! Computing Science is totally what I was destined to do!", and now this abusive fate is making me wonder otherwise.

It is sort of like when you wake up from a dream. You know it was good, but for the life of you, you cannot remember any of the details. And it kills you, just as it's killing me right now. Perhaps it will return?